Day 48

Have I described this as a roller coaster? Advance-retreat-up-then down. I got a letter today that he wrote an hour before the family therapy session on Monday. In it he describes how depressed he is, how much he doesn't want to do the call, and how pathetic he is...and there's a large drawing of the words "you f-ing HATE ME" on the back. I'm pretty sure that this was because of the stress level he had about the call--but it does indicate how far we have to go.