Day 36

Its been five weeks, and in that time he's begun to take some responsibility for his behavior, and I've begun to question all types of decisions I made over the past 16 years. His therapist said that we shouldn't beat ourselves up-that we were parenting a special child with special needs...but I know that I made choices that helped get us to this point, and I need to come to grips with that, accept that I can't change the past...and move forward.